Amber Hunter is one of the newest cast members on this season of Love & Hip Hop Hollywood. But she’s also involved in the most talked about story lines after her high school sweetheart and first love, Miles Brock, revealed to her on the show that he was bisexual and dating another man, Milan Christopher.

Last week, we spoke with both Brock and Christopher about the series as well as Brock breaking the news to Hunter in an intense episode. Today, Enstars spoke with Hunter in an exclusive interview to get her side.

Enstars: What was the first thought that went through your head when Miles told you he was attracted to men?
Amber Hunter: Girl, I’m thinking ‘Kill him! Like, what?! I can’t believe it! I just saw red. I went crazy. My heart literally ripped. I felt so deceived. I felt so lied to. I just felt like someone I really loved and knew so much about, I knew absolutely nothing about [anymore]. Like, is this the end of the world? Somebody pinch me, is this a joke? A lot of things started running through my mind. Even as far as like the fact of us not being together two years and some change sexually. Like, ‘Oh, that’s why!’ It was so many answers to questions that I had. But that day was devastating to me. It was heartbreaking.

Amber Hunter Is Beefing WIth Miles Brock's 'Gingerbread Man' Milan Christopher

So like you said a lot of answers ran through your mind once you found out. Well many Love & Hip Hop Hollywood viewers and even some of your closest family members say you you missed lots of red flags when it comes to Miles being bisexual. Looking back, what signs do you think you missed?
Miles is well put together. For some people that’s feminine. How can I put it… he’s just…you know how you meet that guy who's too clean cut? Like, it gotta be something about him. He can’t jut be all the way 100. Now that I'm looking on the outside of it, he was trying to dress better than me… you know, small things that women could probably notice.

Another person who said you were being naive is Miles’ boyfriend, Milan. And you guys have actually been going back and forth on social media lately.
Me and Milan are good. I don’t have an issue with him. I’m actually a really nice person. As long as he did nothing personal to me. I don’t hate him. I’m not upset that Miles is gay and that he wants to live his truth. I was just upset with him stringing me along and thinking we were gonna have a future.

Let’s go back to the moment of him telling you his secret. How difficult was it to live out that moment on reality television? Some people think that Miles shouldn’t have told you in front of the cameras.
The thought of embarrassment was strong. That was like 75% of it. Like, I know you didn’t bring me on national television to tell me something you can tell me at home on the couch. Why would you bring me here to tell me this? But I guess that’s the only way he felt comfortable telling me. It takes a lot of courage for someone to tell you that. I’ve wanted a future with him. I’ve been investing in this love life with this man… so many years. So I can imagine how hard it was on him to tell a person like me. i just wasn’t cool with how he hid it from me. I was in the dark.

What do you think about people’s response to your reaction to Mile’s news?
People are so cruel. They’re cyber bullies. People just bully, bully, bully all day on the Internet. They come and write all kinds of crazy things to me. Some people are genuine about it, [but] some people are cruel and they think its funny and that I deserved it. It’s just evil. I just want people to know the real me and give me a chance for them to see why i felt the way that i felt and the person that I am. i don’t think i deserve to be be attacked on the Internet.. But I'm strong and can shake it off like "Girl, bye." But who wants to wake up to all your notifications being negative? Like why you guys so mad at me and I’m the victim in the story? It’s just ridiculous. And some of them only have like two followers and no profile picture. But everyone is entitled to their own opinion.

You're set to confront Milan on next week’s episode of Love & Hip Hop Hollywood. How did that go?
I walked in there killin ‘em! I really wanted to go in there just to talk. I just wanted to get the rest of the pieces to the puzzle. But you guys will have to wait until next week to see what happened.

Milan & Miles shocked us all when they recently called each other out on social media. Their back and forth is making many people wonder if their relationship is real. What do you think?
[Milan] did tag me in his post going off… I did raise my eyebrows when I saw that. I thought they were doing fine just like everyone else but I guess not. I hope they work it out.

How about you and Miles? Are you back on good terms now?
We’re not back to being friends of course. I need my space. I’m not mad or bitter, I just need my space. We co-parent my daughter together. He is a big part of her life. He’s been great to her and will continue to be great to her. I’m not gonna get in the way of that.

Have you told your daughter about Miles?
We explained it to her and let it be known what it means to be gay. Children are great about accepting things and putting things together. Especially when they love you as their parent.

What’s the biggest lesson you could say you learned from all of this?
Trust your instincts. That’s the lesson I learned. I learned that not trusting your instincts, might lead you to other places. I had a feeling before. Not of him being gay but that it was something going on that wasn’t right…Which I shooed away thinking it was a woman he was cheating with. Maybe I would have found out on my own if I followed my instincts.

On a side note, you and the rest of the Love & Hip Hop Hollywood cast taped the reunion special yesterday. What can we expect to see on there?
Girl it was good! It went down! You gotta tune in. You’ll have to watch, it’s gonna be fire, jaw dropping… Get your popcorn, get everything. You’re gonna be able to see everything that you didn’t get to see on the show and really know everyone’s story. Like, no commercials. Well there are commercials but you’re gonna wish there weren’t any

Lastly, you’re also a rapper. One of your songs was featured on the show and is available on iTunes. Will we hear anymore new music from you?
They Don’t Know is on iTunes now. I also have another single called Skinny B****es. Representing for the thin girls because today it’s all about BBW. I like being edgy. It’s a really dope song. It’s a fun song. That will be on iTunes after it’s featured on the show as well.

Did you channel your experience with Miles into your music?
Oh yes!

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