Emilia Bechrakis was confronted with the idea of donating her eggs on last week's episode of Million Dollar Listing: NY by Fredrik Eklund and his husband

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While the request as certainly major, Bechrakis appears to be in the beginning stages of a great friendship with the two men, and committed herself to considering the idea. So, what did she decide?

"First of all, I love the thought of Fredrik and Derek becoming parents. I believe they are generous and beautiful people," Bechrakis explained in a Bravo blog last week. "I really felt that I owed it to them to think about what this actually means, to really devote time to understanding couples with these challenges."

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"I weighed every aspect of it and considered even what kind of a mother I would be," Bechrakis continued. "It took me forever to find the man I would want children with! I want my children to be with me all the time, raised by me and cuddled and loved by me! So the thought of knowing my child is somewhere in the world without me just hurts my soul."

"I have a profound respect for women out there who donate their eggs, who are surrogates, and especially parents who are adopting children. But for me, the ability to detach emotionally has never been something I was good at!" Bechrakis concluded.

To see more of Bechrakis' conversation with Eklund, stay tuned to new episodes of Million Dollar Listing: NY, airing on Wednesdays at 10 p.m. on Bravo.

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