Ray J Alarmingly Reveals He’s ‘Suicidal,’ Talks About Dying After BET Awards: ‘I'm At A Breaking Point’

Ray J made an emotional revelation via social media after the BET Awards.

On Monday, the "This Ain't A Game" artist poured out his emotions on an Instagram Story, revealing that an incident after the awards show made him "suicidal and uncomfortable."

"The s**t that is happening is mind-blowing. It's making me suicidal and uncomfortable with the perception of reality! They paid me to shut up, and I did. I feel bad, and I hate myself for it. I don't want any more of your dirty money," he wrote in a part of his lengthy post.

However, the 43-year-old singer-songwriter did not detail what exactly transpired, who paid him off and what the alleged payment was for.

"Right after I die, I promise you I will be free of it all, and the world can move on with what is real for me no matter the consequences I have to face on the other side. I tried to do it for real last time. I'm sorry to myself and I'm sorry, Bran. I will make it right. I won't let them get away with it," he wrote, addressing his sister while expressing his suicidal ideations.

"I told the people close to me that I felt like something is about to happen. F**k it. I said it."

Before revealing that he was suicidal, he wrote about coming to a "breaking point."

"Then it all went bad! First at #BET and then later on too. I'm really at a breaking point. To provide for my family and have generational wealth was always the plan. But money is evil, and people are bad, and I can't take it anymore," he shared.

"These chain of reactions are stemming from being locked in a false reality/confused about this whole life. The s**t that happened tonight to me at the awards today was hurtful. I'm working backstage and then I go take a break in the back and BET wouldn't let me in for some reason."

"I don't know who they didn't want me to see. It was weird. Anyway, I left and went back to silence my frustrations, flashing back to my everyday thoughts of my life -- the truth that's given is a LIE. I'm on my way out of the country," he continued.

Ray J's post came hours after he was involved in a brawl outside GloRilla's BET Awards afterparty, according to TMZ.

In a video, the "Raydiation" artist was filmed fighting and yelling with Lemuel Plummer, the CEO of Zeus Network. At one point, Ray allegedly threw a punch but did not hit anyone.

If you or anyone you know is struggling or having suicidal ideations, help is available. Call or text 988 or message 988lifeline.org.

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